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Making a profile picture is always hard for me. To capture the entire essence of a person in one small image is a daunting challenge to say the least. I saw the assignment, sat down and took a long time thinking about what I wanted to present myself as to these people that, frankly, I don’t know that well. After a deliberating on it on and off for a week I finally came up with an idea I liked.
So this is the avatar I made for this class.
The icon consists of nothing but a time photo of a rat and my name written on the side in my less-than-perfect penmanship. I thought of making a collage but I feel like this simple image alone conveys what a want.
I’ve always felt a connection to the common rat, rats being one of my favorite animals. Most people see them as pests, ugly little creatures that infest people’s homes and businesses. While they do tend to make themselves comfortable in places they shouldn’t be, there is more to them than chewing through drywall. They are quite social and intelligent creatures, needing companionship and mental stimulation when kept as pets. Domestic rats have been a staple of research in part due to their intelligence and willingness to complete simple tasks.
As a kid I was often mocked for my weight and just general awkwardness. I didn’t really know how to socialize that well with other kids and tried to make myself as small as possible to avoid the other kids. However I was a bit of a teachers pet. I was eager to please anyone I could so happily did assignments given to me and went out of my way to please them with art or cool rocks I found outside at recess. The parallels between the common rat and a younger me draw themselves. Small, intelligent, misunderstood creatures. Found in places they feel like they don’t belong.
Luckily in high school I found a group I clicked with, and made friends willing to stand up for me. Generally now a days I find myself in places where I am warmly welcomed. Still, I see myself in these small misunderstood rodents.
(Image found on: https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Mr_and_Mrs_Rattus_Old_English_Black_Rat_(3589381404).jpg I could not find any information on the photographer however, guessing from the age of the photo it now falls into public domain)